I can feel myself becoming more distant from everyone lately. All my closest friends, my family, everyone. I’m just tired. Sick and tired, actually. Of everyone’s constant bitching and complaining, “i’m tired”, “I want to go back to bed”, “school sucks”, “I don’t want to go to work” “i’m too tired to get out of bed”. Just constant buzzing in my ears. I don’t give a fuck that you’re tired, or that you think your getting sick. Because you don’t give a fuck about what’s going on with me, you don’t even care to ask. So why the fuck should I care about what is happening with you? You’re tired? Okay well I’m in pain, almost constantly. And not that, oh, my back hurts, achey kinda pain. It’s sharp, stabbing, excruciating pain, almost constantly, everyday. And I still get up and drag my ass to school and sit there and listen to you bitch and complain about how tired you are, every day. Sitting through six hours of school, is hardly bearable anymore, I don’t even know what to do at this point. I’m so tired and grumpy and bitchy and just hurting everyday. The only way to keep myself from loosing anyone at this point, is by distancing myself from them, before I completely explode at them. This fucking sucks.